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Saturday, July 5th, 2008

Time:3:10 am.
Music:The Used - Greener with the Scenery (Demo).
for some reason today i feel more lonely than i have been recently. i'm not really sure why though (although, i do have a good idea) becuase i spent the night with friends and it was good.

i update this thing about once a month, which is okay with me.
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Tuesday, June 3rd, 2008

Time:12:44 am.
and still, butterflies
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Monday, May 26th, 2008

Time:12:54 am.
Music:So Many Dynamos - New Bones.
i realize i don't know nearly as much as i thought. about myself and everything
and that maybe i'm not nearly as mature or experienced as i give myself credit for.

do you believe wonderful things are waiting in the shadows to start happening
i would believe what you believe if you'd only stop believing in me


i need new bones
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Tuesday, May 13th, 2008

Time:11:14 pm.
Music:Showbread.
more new things:
graduated
spent 1600 to repair my car (peace, tax returns)
built a poker table
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Saturday, April 26th, 2008

Time:2:00 pm.
Music:The Mamas And The Papas - California Dreamin'.
i havent updated in a month: here is a list of things that happened
- tattoo
- hair
- pickles
- getting kicked out of the used show
- game room at mark's
- justin is back

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Friday, March 28th, 2008

Time:10:29 pm.
Music:Death Cab For Cutie - I Will Possess Your Heart (Album Version).
so since school is done and has been done, it has been feeling pretty okay

things that need to get done
- beat unbeaten video games
- learn instruments
- possibly look into internships for extra cashflow
- get gym membership
- get some lovin

yesterday was regina's birthday and i sent her a card and she got it on her birthday which made me feel good
today was danielle's birthday and i went to see the play at the high school which was well done and i got to see perrin being perrin
also i opened up a savings account and feel pretty good about it
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Tuesday, March 18th, 2008

Time:4:35 am.
Music:Bret McKenzie & Jemaine Clement - Foux Da Fa Fa.
my playlist has been flight of the conchords, brawl, and REM.
it gets me through the night

i dont sleep because i stay up late working on these projects
after thursday

never again
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Friday, March 14th, 2008

Time:1:24 pm.
Music:Girl Talk - Minute By Minute.
HAPPY PI DAY!


in other news i went to the club last night and it was sort of fun, aside from skeevy guys and trashy girls. but i didn't expect any less
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Sunday, March 2nd, 2008

Time:1:20 am.
Music:The Verve - Bitter Sweet Symphony.
i've noticed (not recently) that i find glasses very, very attractive. pretty much any, but mainly horn-rimmed, emo, librarian type glasses. i can name a few people who i have (or have had) crushes on that have them.
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Saturday, February 16th, 2008

Time:11:00 pm.
Music:The Long Winters - (Its A) Departure.
i like the old days
but not all the old days
only the good old days



so valentines day was not spent with a special lady, nor was it spent drowing myself in alcohol, but i have the pleasure of saying i spent it with my friends whom mean a lot to me, and it's a great feeling.
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Thursday, February 7th, 2008

Time:12:51 am.
Music:Scary Kids Scaring Kids - The Deep End.
i've tried doing hourly comics a few days to try to sort through the mess that is my life. unfortunatly, i don't keep up with them.
but nothing seems to make sense anymroe
and all of a sudden, i miss everyone.


saturday i went snowboarding for the first time ever and did surprisngly okay.
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Sunday, January 27th, 2008

Time:11:59 pm.
Music:The Weakerthans - This Is A Fire Door Never Leave Open.
i am an awkward mess
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Thursday, January 24th, 2008

Time:12:16 am.
Music:The Early November - Session 01.

THE SIMILARITES ARE UNCANNY
they both are delivery boys
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Monday, January 21st, 2008

Time:1:38 am.
Music:Thursday - Ladies and Gentleman: My Brother, the Failure.
what goes up, must come crashing down.
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Wednesday, January 16th, 2008

Time:6:12 pm.
Music:Showbread - Head Like a Hole.
http://lasagnacat.com (if it doesnt work, http://youtube.com/lasagnacat)

hilarious.
and if you're seeking more garfield-related humor
http://www.truthandbeautybombs.com/bb/viewtopic.php?t=4997&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0 comics without garfield's diolouge
http://www.dougshaw.com/garfield.html and THE RANDOMIZER!

but the favorite thing i saw ...
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Tuesday, January 8th, 2008

Time:11:43 pm.
Music:Scary Kids Scaring Kids - A Breath Of Sunshine.
http://foom.wootest.net/albums

i finally uploaded about 5 months worth of backlogged photos
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Saturday, January 5th, 2008

Subject:if you love something give it away
Time:1:25 pm.
Music:Bright Eyes - Landlocked Blues.
so a happy new years to everyone. my resolutions:
1) work out
2) memorize christopher walken's monolouge from pulp fiction
3) make a difference to someone (again)
4) be more positive and fun
5) move out with my friends
6) save money better


i have to leave for work in a half hour. then i get out at 11, and go back for 6am
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Friday, December 28th, 2007

Time:12:39 pm.
i am pissed
i just spent $72.21 on two vitamin waters basically
because i overdrew my account TWICE for ammounts of 1.19 and 1.02 ON THE SAME DAY PROBABLY
whayt the FUCK
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Tuesday, December 25th, 2007

Time:4:02 pm.
Music:JamisonParker - Paper, Rock, Scissors.
http://digg.com/odd_stuff/This_is_Madness_no_this_is

digg plz
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Time:2:21 am.
Music:Thursday - This Song Brought to You By A Falling Bomb.
fail
i think i'm just trying to hard
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Monday, December 24th, 2007

Time:1:33 pm.
Music:Boston - Foreplay - Long Time.
today i got a fortune that said "your present plans are going to succeed"

which means either my plans for presents are going to be good
-or-
i should ask her on a date
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Friday, December 21st, 2007

Time:11:37 pm.
Music:Rx Bandits - A Mouth Full Of Hollow Threats.
school: done
work: time consuming, but overall good money

so, today i felt really good. i finished up one last assingment and handed it in before the deadline of noon, then i went to the high school to visit a few teachers and it felt really good for some reason. and i gave Mr. Golas a copy of thecentrifuge xkcd comic. also saw Mr. Kelly, Mr. Degrade, and last but not least, Mr. Wilkinson. it made my day a little bit.
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Thursday, December 13th, 2007

Time:10:41 pm.
Music:The Traveling Wilburys - Handle With Care.
so i've been listeing to jenny lewis with the watson twins, and traveling wilburys (mostly for the fact the former covered this song)
I cut my hair, saw nile's play, and erin's play. also, i went sledding!
life is okay, but still same shit different day.
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Saturday, December 1st, 2007

Time:5:10 am.
Music:The Early November - Ever So Sweet.
BREAKING NEWS, DUDES! this will be the longest entry (in height!) that i've written in months. ENJOY IT NOW.

IF YOU ARE GOIGN TO READ THIS WHOLE THING, i appologize in advance for it's incoherent nature. i have been awake for MANY HOURS.


it's 4:30 in the morning, i can't sleep. i have to get up early tomorrow for work at nine (9) am. i haven't tried to sleep in about a half hour.

so to make me sleepy, i've been thinking, then i thought too much and failed to sleep. vanessa called me about 3 hours ago and we talked a bit.

that sums up my thoughts. i kept thinking about my past relations and everything i've screwed up. i'm sure some of it wasn't 100% me, but most of it probably was. i've probably treated a lot of people (ladies) like crap. but it's all in the past, man! live and learn.
but mostly, the kissing part. i got out of bed and tried to get a tally of the number of people i've kissed. KISSED. in my life. at least 25. i'm using tally marks, instead of names so i cant remember if i leave people out. so i went on a quest through journal entries, contact list, facebook, everything to make sure i didn't leave anyone out. i've given up on that though, on account of getting distracted. 25 is a nice number anyway.
do i regret the way things happened? yeah. but i've accepted everything.

i think i do one of these entries a year, where i look back on my old posts. and say how much i've matured. and i've noticed quite a change from last year to the year before. and i miss a lot of the people i used to talk to. but i've tried to talk to them, and nothing really comes of it. they probably think i'm just trying to coax them out of their pants. for those of you still with me here, this entry is mainly about GIRLS.

this is also a very unorganized entry because of my lack of comprehension at close to 5am. i'm very hungry. watermelon flavouring has the distinct taste of regret to me.

the shirts i ordered from whiteninja came intoday to my surprise, and i'm pretty pumped to wear my shirt of a TIGER SHOOTING A MACHINE GUN. also: luvbster; who i have aptly named: citizen snips.

today is the birthday of a great man. mitch donaberger. happy birthday man. you're a good guy. also it's amy malo's birthday.

since i have been reading past entries, i'm on my entry where i make a new years resolution ( a year ago)
1) make a difference to someone
2) make somone happy
3) get a new job

i have no idea if i've done either of the first two, at least in the context i wish i did. but i'd be happy to have changed someone's life in some small way or another.
i also came across and ALL CAPS ENTRY ABOUT TREEBEARD.

i'm not special, i'm not special

my old entries are depressing. it's sort of like a movie. where i'm watching the main character getting so close to happiness then just seeing him fuck it up. i especially enjoyed the Regina miniseries. it was pretty sweet at first. i dont know why we never ended up being together. i thought we were rather perfect for eachother. things woulda worked out for the best i'm sure. well right now, it's kinda like season 2. and the raitings were failing so they cancelled it. and i still find scribbled notes and letters in my notebook.

i saw emily over thanksgiving break (incase i didn't metnion) and we went to the hookah bar on my birthday nad it was a nice time. then i later (like two days ago?) had a good conversation with her online about virtually NOTHING excpet kinda going back and forth and it was just sort of a fun conversation.

i hope after i'm done wrtiign this i crawl into bed and just pass out. at least 3 hours of sleep will be good enough. maybe i just won't sleep at all?! it was the coffee i had at work i bet. i think i've been attempting to eliimate caffine from my diet. subconciously though.

rilo kiley - under the blacklight is my favorite album of the moment. its catchy.
bright eyes - i'm wide awake it's morning is probably my favorite bright eyes recrod though.

this is the part of my entry which i will focus on the DUDES.
you guys are alright. mike, greg, mark, dimitri, you guys are the best friends a guy could ask for. i know my section for you guys is short, but this is FROM THE HEART. i know i have more guy friends than those select 4, but those 4 are the ones i see the most of. i've (we've) been enjoying playing poker, and its been a lot of fun.

i think i should make my entries in comic form.

so let's review
1) got up at noon, for work at 2:30-11, drank coffee beverge somewhere toward the end of the shift, came home, then proceeded to stay up for an hour, then attempted sleep.
2) got a phonecall, tried to sleep some more.
3) thought about all the girls i kissed, and proceeded to figure out how many. in the process, read old entries and decided to reflect
4) reflected on other things less important, too
5) told you about some other unimportant facts.

you can call me whatever you like for this entry, but i couldn't sleep and needed to clear my head.and i like clearing my head to where people can leave comments expressing their thoughts about my thoughts.



this entry could be the most important work of the 21st century.
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Friday, November 30th, 2007

Time:2:20 am.
Music:Coheed & Cambria - No World For Tomorrow.
- it is a chore to wake up in the morning, when you have nothing to look forward to.
- i have the naive notion that having someone in my life to care about will change that.
- i am seriously concerned with the fate of america, and i realize i SHOULD care about politics.
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Tuesday, November 27th, 2007

Time:12:39 am.
Music:Anti-Flag - Welcome To 1984.
sup failure?
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Friday, November 23rd, 2007

Time:12:54 am.
Music:Bright Eyes - Road To Joy.
thanks to all those who wished me a happy birthday!
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Thursday, November 8th, 2007

Time:8:20 pm.
Music:Saves The Day - Get Fucked Up.
i wish livejournal would stop telling me my password is two easy to guess, cause i'm not about to change it
idea one for a tattoo

idea two )
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Tuesday, November 6th, 2007

Time:11:23 am.
hello name is distance//and i really don't care if i ever wake up again

i'm feeling a lot of different things right now.
regret, depression, unrest, and unhealthy.
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Saturday, November 3rd, 2007

Time:10:00 pm.
Music:Streetlight Manifesto - We Wil Fall Together.
two reasons tuesdays and thursdays suck:
1) webcomics i read (save for dinosaur comics) don't update
2) they are my school days
my journal entries are short
happy birthday mark

(those last 3 lines are a haiku)
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